Take
away my will Krsna, Prayer by HH Swami Krishnapad
I just wanted to share this amazing prayer with you all ... I have
always loved it dearly... and really long for the day I can really pray
like this ... But until then, like HH Satsvarup Maharaj says .. atleast
pray for the desire to surrender unto the Lord. If you cannot even pray
for the desire, take a step back and pray to atleast have the desire to
pray for the desire to surrender !!!
Take away my will Krsna, Iam Yours.
Force me to do what is right and best.
Use me as you like. You be my intelligence.
You be my mind. You act as my will.
I don't know what is best for me.
In this lifetime Iam trying so hard and nothing is working.
I ask you to put me in the right place, at the right time, for the right
thing.
Whatever is best, whether it is auspicious or inauspicious, bring upon
me what I need.
My desire, my intelligence, even my will, they are all contaminated.
I offer them all to you, my dear Lord Syamasundara.
Iam Yours.
You do with me what is best.
Help me to be eager to accept not in a grudging mood, but with real zeal
and enthusiasm, as I submit myself and ask what can I do?
... From the book 'Beggar' - Prayers and meditations by HH Bhakti
Thirtha Swami Krishnapada.
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Instruction
by Bhismadeva to Yudhisthira
HARE KRSNA
P A M H O
A G T S P
& A G T your aspired spiritual / respective sp . master!!!
The Shanti-parva of Mahabharata, the section that immediately follows
the great war of Kuruksetra, is replete with many instructions by
Bhismadeva on morality and religiosity. The end of the war in which
practically the entire armies of both the Pandavas and the Kauravas were
annhilated, bought forth great grief and remorse from the compassionate
Yudhisthira. Considering his selfish desire to regain his kingdom as the
root cause of the deaths of so many people, he becomes bitterly
remorseful and confused about his duty. At this time Lord Krishna
advises him to seek instructions from the Bhishmadeva who had been lying
on a bed of arrows, waiting for an auspicious time to give up his life.
Thus is set the scene of the historic conversation between Bhismadeva,
who occupies the exalted position of being one of the twelve Mahajans,
persons with perfect understanding of the Vedic scriptures and Maharaja
Yudhisthira, the son of Dharamaraja (the personification of religiosity)
and himself a very learned and religious person. The conversation
between these two greatly exalted personalities provide priceless gems
of wisdom for us to savor and absorb.
Bhismadeva supports and illustrates most of his instructions with
pastimes from the Puranas and Vedic injunctions, which have not been
presented here for the sake of brevity. Although Yudhisthira's questions
are personal, pertaining to himself in the role of a king, it is
understood that they are universally applicable and ultimately for our
benefit.
Dealing with distress:
Yudhisthira then inquired, "Please tell me what should be done when
falls into so much distress that he is attacked not only by his enemies
but also his friends?"
Bhisma replied, "A person who has great presence of mind and
foresight earns happiness whereas the procrastinator meets with
destruction. It is only due to time and circumstance and nothing else
that one becomes a friend or enemy. So a person who can intelligently
act accordingly, by sometimes rejecting so-called friends and some time
befriending so-called enemies is far superior to one who simply has
presence of mind or foresight."
Bhisma then instructed Yudhisthira on the matter of trust. "A
father and mother can be trusted naturally, but friends and companions
need to be constantly rewarded to secure their trust. Animosity arises
out of five causes: women, wealth, harsh words, natural incompatibility
and injury. Animosity, once created, will always lie dormant in the
heart, just as fire is in wood. Once ignited they can not be
extinguished unless one of the parties is destroyed.
Therefore one must never trust a person he has animosity with, despite
assurances to the contradictory, for such animosity lingers for a very
long time."
Yudhisthira inquired, "What should one do after having lost all
prosperity?"
Bhisma replied, "One who has fallen into a very distressed
condition of life, bereft of friends, families, wealth and reputation,
should practice fortitude and not give way to grief in any circumstance.
Indulgence in grief destroys one's beauty, duration of life. prosperity
and virtue. One who constantly dwells on his misfortune looses all
enthusiasm, mental equilibrium and bodily strength, and thus meets total
defeat. On the other hand if a distressed person remains fixed and
undisturbed, he can easily regain his position when the next opportunity
arises."
Yudhisthira inquired, "My dear Bhisma, what are the various kinds
of activities?"
Bhisma said, "One's greatest enemy is idleness. On the other hand
one should not act feverishly or blindly. Everything should be done with
the proper means. Since success depends on using one's good
intelligence, tasks accompanied by the mind is considered to be the
best. Those done by the hands are mediocre and those by the feet
inferior. The lowest is the task of carrying heavy loads."
Importance of self-control:
Yudhisthira inquired, "How should one react to people who insult
you by their rudeness and arrogance?"
Bhisma replied, "If one does not become angry when insulted by
another, then he takes away all the pious merit that person may have
accumulated by good deeds. In addition he transfers to the abuser his
own sinful reactions. After all what is the value of praise or blame
when uttered by a vulgar fool? A person who praises some one in his
presence but criticizes him behind his back is no better that a
dog."
Yudhisthira, "How should one debate with an unscrupulous
person?"
Bhisma replied, "In a debate the tactics of a truthful person are
limited, but a deceitful person can utilize any abominable method.
However if the truthful person were to use the same tactics as his
opponent, he will find himself at a greater disadvantage, for he is
acting contrary to his nature. Therefore a truthful and honest person
should always avoid an argument with an unscrupulous person."
Yudhisthira then inquired, "How should one behave towards a more
powerful enemy?"
Bhisma replied, "Even though the swift current of the river can
uproot and carry huge trees, the canes survive since they bend with the
current. Similarly in order to survive an enemy more powerful, one must
yield while staying firmly anchored to the roots."
Yudhisthira inquired, "What should a weak person do if out of
foolishness and pride he provokes a powerful enemy?"
Bhisma replied, "O King, the weaker person must repent and thus
appease the stronger enemy."
Yudhisthira inquired, "What is the origin of all sin?"
Bhisma replied, "Greed, the hankering to posses more than one's
naturally ordained quota is the origin of all sin. The desire to posses
that which belongs to another is insatiable and gives rise to anger,
lust, loss of judgment, arrogance, miserliness, lack of compassion,
enviousness, mistrust and many other evils. Ignorance is made up of the
same material as greed, though if analyzed it can be seen that ignorance
also comes from greed. As one's greed increases, his ignorance also
becomes more dense."
Yudhisthira inquired, "What produces the highest merit?"
Bhisma replied, "Self-restraint surpasses all other activities in
this regard and is therefore considered to be the highest virtue.
Because self-restraint purifies and controls every aspect of one's life
it is more important than giving in charity and the study of the Vedas.
By self-restraint alone one can achieve liberation from the material
world. Self-restraint comprises sense-control, freedom from anger,
non-enviousness, impartiality, truthfulness, steadiness and contentment.
However, the essential quality of self-restraint is austerity. Thus no
good can be achieved without austerity."
Yudhisthira then inquired, "O Bhisma, is there any rule that should
never be violated under any condition?"
Bhisma replied. "The worship of true brahmans and giving them all
kinds of respect must never be given up under any circumstance"
Supreme duty of life:
Yudhisthira inquired, "Since time seems to destroy everything, what
should be sought after?"
Bhisma replied, "One should seek to determine the supreme duty of
life. One should not live in ignorance throughout the life, thinking
that only in old-age real this knowledge may be cultivated. Death can
snatch us at any time and one's life may be finished before one's
mission is fulfilled. Thus from the earliest time, one should endeavor
to embark on the supreme duty of life."
Yudhisthira inquired, "My dear Bhisma, please describe to me the
supreme duty of life, and the results which are obtained by its
performance?"
Bhisma replied, "My dear Yudhisthira, religious duties are numerous
and diverse and the correct performance of any one of them will never be
futile. But, dedication to the path of self-realization is the supremely
religious duty that stands above all others. The realization that all
things in the material world are temporary and thus of no inherent value
automatically results in a gradual detachment from desires for material
enjoyment. Such self-realization will result in liberation from material
bondage."
Yudhisthira inquired, "How can the grief of the loss of a loved one
be mitigated?"
Bhisma replied, "By realizing that the you yourself are as much an
object of pity as the person who has departed, for soon others will also
lament your death. The material body of a person changes every seven
years and that is never a cause of lamentation, just as the growth from
infancy to youth and old-age is not lamented upon. The understanding
that the real person, the cause of the consciousness in the inert,
changeable material body never dies will mitigate all pains."
Yudhisthira inquired, "My dear Bhisma, you have described the path
of self-realization by liberation from material engagements. Is there
anything superior to this?" Bhisma replied, "Krishna is the
Supreme Lord of all demigods and the eternal divine Purusa. He is the
soul of all souls and the origin of everything. The Supreme Personality
of Godhead is achieved by means of unmotivated devotional service and no
other means. Those who serve Him out of supreme love achieve residence
in His abode, Goloka Vrindavana which is situated above all planets in
the spiritual sky. Those who are inspired by awe and reverence to serve
Him achieve the Vaikuntha loka also in the spiritual sky. Those who are
absorbed in the impersonal conception, after purifying themselves of all
material engangements, merge with the Brahmajyoti, the effulgence from
the Lord's body.
However because senselessness and inactivity cannot sustain, there is
every chance they will fall down from here. But those who reach the
superior destinations of Vaikuntha and Goloka, reside there for
eternity. That is the highest path of self-realization."
Ref: Srila Vysadeva's Mahabharata summarized by Purnaprajna dasa.
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